| prank phone calls and limp dogs. |
[27 Dec 2004|11:12pm] |
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I'm home. Well, I've been home since this afternoon.
Candy (my 9 yr old chocolate lab) is in really bad shape. She's been limping around for a few days now and last night / today she has been at her worst. I guess my dad found her lying on the kitchen floor last night crying because she wanted downstairs and it hurt to bad to stand up and walk down the stairs. So he attempted to help her down the stairs but she thought he was trying to hurt her so she resisted and layed back down. He finally got her trust and helped brace her leg so she wouldn't fall down the stairs. I'm not really sure what she did... but she really doesn't show any sign of pain (other than last night) she just limps around and drags her one leg. We think she pulled something when slipping on the ice outside. Who knows. Needless to say we're taking her to the vet before the end of the week if it doesn't get better. For now we've been giving her asprin.
As some of you know.. for the past few months I've been getting disturbing phone calls directed to my cell. At least three times a week there are voicemails on my phone that consist of laughter (before it was high pitched clown-like laughter.. and this morning I found a deeper more sinister laughter) and banging and just losts of random noises. You can hear voices but you can't make them out). There is no call back number and the number is unlisted. I have yet to answer the phone when the disturbing calls are placed. Chances are I'm going to get a new phone. Since I don't have a steady income I'll have to get another tracfone, a better one. I'm paranoid and I'm also convinced someone wants to kill me..or something of that matter. Anyways, if I get a new phone.. I'll have a new number. And most of you will get the number but many of you will not. I'm definitely not giving it out to as many people as before. Hopefully these phone calls will stop.
I have nothing to say. Except that my money is burning a hole in my pocket and I want to spend it. Among the things that I want to spend it on: new sunglasses, a new phone, new cd case, late christmas presents, and some clothes. Obviously I'm going to buy a few things for myself, including a few bottles of alcohol and food for this weekend. But I'd like to save about $40 or so to put towards Chicago and the other road trips we have planned coming up. We'll see how far $150 can go.
I'm gonna go make myself a snack.. surf the web.. and head to bed a bit early since I didn't get much sleep last night. Tomorrow I'm likely doing nothing much.
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| merry fucking christmas to me. |
[21 Dec 2004|11:00pm] |
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I hate Gowanda
I hate it so much
I hate sitting at my house every single day
I hate feeling comfortable with Buffalo and then having everything swept away
I hate the fact that my best friend left and there was nothing I could do to stop her
I hate coming home for extended periods of time and feeling cut off from the world
I hate college
I hate doing poorly and failing
I hate not being able to go any further in communcations without the one class I can't seem to get in to
I hate having to fill general education requirements
I hate that it will take me another four years or so to graduate
I hate that my family paid for my brothers schooling but can't afford to pay mine
I hate that I'm so selfish
I hate that I'm so helpless
I hate feeling so alone
I hate looking in the mirror
I hate crying myself to sleep at night
I hate being a negative nancy
I hate that I've let so many people bring me down, including myself
I hate that I'm single handily ruined several friendships this year and don't know how to fix them
I hate stupid crushes that will never develop into anything further
I hate the way I treat my body
I hate the way my heart works
I hate the fact that I'm too stubborn to get a job
I hate my roommate
I hate feeling like I have to prove myself to everyone
I hate feeling like I have to prove myself to myself
I hate canadian whores
I hate how self-centered and conceited some people are including myself
I hate my ignorance
I hate not being able to see the people I care about on a regular basis
I hate not being able to believe the nice things people say about me because all I hear is the negative things
I hate caring so much what other people think about me
I hate how self-destructive I've become
I hate a lot of things
I could go on and on and on... but.. I think I hate myself.
As fun as this year was... I'd have to say that it's also been one of my worst years.
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[17 Dec 2004|06:46pm] |
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I am finally home. Okay, so I've been home for about 24 hours now but I just hooked up my computer. I've been pretty much just lounging around all day, doing laundry, and catching up on television. Nerdcore.. I know. My dog keeps following me around and earlier when I was laying down taking a nap she was sleeping on the floor right next to me. It was cute. I love that silly dog.
Last night I went out with Chrisy and Jenny Frantz. We headed out to Hamburg in the snowstorm and decided to pick up Nick at his house. We were driving down a road to get to his house and we saw a bright flash of light.. we came to the conclusion that it was lightening.. one strike of lightening. So weird. Anyways, we attempted to go to Dennys.. but Dennys was closed?! So we went to Pegasus and I got one of those nifty sampler things.. although it wasn't that nifty. We headed out and came back to Gowanda. We were going to jet over to Springville and go to Walmart but it was snowing to god damn hard. So we just came home. And then I ended up falling asleep face down on the living room floor. Yep, I'm awesome. I woke up around 4AM and went to sleep.
I came to the conclusion that I really really really want to do everything this weekend. ie: go to the show tomorrow, go to syracuse with lindseycore, go to bno, see my somer, come back to buffalo and fuck shit up..... it just sucks a whole lot because I don't think I can afford both shows... which is going to be about $18 alone. Plus money for gas and food. I have no idea. I really want to go.. more so to syracuse then the show in Buffalo.. but grrr. The weather is going to be shitty I just know it. And now I don't feel good. I wish I was still in Buffalo. And I wish I would have got more money back on my books. I also wish Somer wouldn't have left for New Jersey already.. because that'd make this all so much easier to decide.
My mom wants to go on here... and I am supposed to help my dad with the christmas tree? What the hell? Why does my brother always get out of these things? eff that noise. I'm going back to watch television.
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[09 Dec 2004|06:31pm] |
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My roomates expression when I crank Every Time I Die after she decided to turn up her stereo to drown out my music. Priceless. She's still a fucking cunt.
I'm just sitting here waiting for Somer to get here. We're going out for coffee and then getting a bottle and boozin it up. I should probably eat some time in there. Also, no matter how many times I've brushed my teeth today I still have that yucky alcohol after taste lingering around. I also think I'm still slightly hungover... by slightly.. I mean a great deal.
What's the use of getting sober if you've just gotta get drunk again?
HAHA. Joe Jackson is a smart man.
Tonight is Franks, The Pink, and Roxys with the drinking squad and others. And then my friends... sometime within the next several hours (likely tomorrow afternoon) I will say goodbye to my best friend.
Excuse us if there are buckets of tears tonight.
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| .. when my heart breaks and spills |
[21 Nov 2004|12:41am] |
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I'm an idiot. I've spent the entire day basically doing NOTHING. I wrote about 3 pages of my research paper and then stopped because I was getting way too tired and so I went to sleep for a few hours. And since then I've basically just been sitting here doing nothing. Wait no.. I talked to the boys staying in the suite for awhile.. and then I decided to take some new myspace pictures. Sooo in short. Instead of working on my research paper that is absolutely mandatory that I have done on Tuesday at 1:30PM.. I decided to slack off some more. I really suck at life. I am going to fail my english class.
Let's see what tomorrow brings. I'm tired .. I'm heading off to bed shortly. Maybe I have mono? Or some other weird thing. All I ever want to do is sleep.. sleep.. and eat. And fuck this broncitis noise. Amoxicillin does not work yo.
I would like to see the following bands/people soon: pwt, spitalfield, matches, academy is, format, maxeen, hipv, tokyo rose, ten, fob... none of this is happening anytime soon either. I will, however, be seeing nametaken & action action very soon. That's super.
But yes. Goodnight! And wish me goodluck in completing or at least getting very close to completion of my research paper tomorrow. <3
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[20 Nov 2004|01:04am] |
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I just got back from Nametaken, Hidden in Plain View, Midtown, and Matchbook Romance. I had tons of fun.. mostly towards the end of the night. But I'll get to that later.
Nametaken played a very great set. I sang along.. I was digging it. Hidden in Plain View.. SNAKE BITE.. sooo good. They played a few new songs including "Bleed for Me" and the old ones we expected. I can't wait for their new album.. February 22nd! I might already have it at home. Midtown was incrediable. I wish they toured/played around here more. We definitely do not see enough of them. Matchbook Romance was eh.. I like them.. but god.. why did they headline? It's all the current trend.
We talked to JoeHIPV for a bit. Also RobHIPV and SpencerHIPV.
Steph and some other Canadian whores were there. We were civil and said hello and whatnot. I <3 Hidden in Plain View for their comments about those girls. Especially Mike's. We laughed about Skate and Surf. Hilarious. I felt bad for Chris because they were following him around all night.
Gabe from Midtown is fucking hilarious when he's wasted. First he annouces on stage that he's an alcoholic. He has no attention span.. and he's overly nice to everyone. Jenny B and I tried to talk to him several times and failed to grab his attention and then when we finally did he squished Jenny's hand telling her he could feel that she was an old school fan. And he yelled at me for standing them up for the interview and said that it was too bad and walked away haha. Later on that kid was humping Heath and pretty much everyone else. And dancing. Oh the dancing. All I could think of was "Gabe you are awesome. You should probably be in the drinking squad" haha. Too bad Somer wasn't there.. because we would have let him in the squad.
The ceiling by the merch tables caved in. Drama. Everyone was trying to blame one another. Showplace is really old. The ceiling just fell on it's own.
We met Heath and I told him about the interview. He told me a story about how I stood him up. It was 6:30 and he called their tour manager and told them he was going for food and to send me his way if I showed up. After a bit of banter and discussion we decided to do the interview right then and there. It was really fun/funny as all hell because Heath was drunk. Him saying the alpabet.. oh man. He was really pumped that I asked him about The State. He even named all the cast members.. amazing. He kept saying how fun the interview was. Haha. He's awesome.
Heath & MikeHIPV singing ODB = funny. Mike spilling beer on the ground in honor of ODB = priceless. Jenny, Mike, and I spent a good deal of time talking about NYC, Cali, HIPV, the whores, etc. etc. He asked where Jenny was last time haha. And then kept making a point to say we weren't there last time. We talked about last December. He gave Jenny his number. Guest list. Hanging out. He's a good one! He doesn't want to rule France anymore though. I guess he wants Ireland?
I'll post pictures of Midtown.. and maybe other stuff later. And I'll transcribe that Midtown interview sometime soon. I didn't interview nametaken.. but it's okay. I will see them in a few weeks.
HIPV is coming back with SOCO in January. AMAZING
Okay, I'm gonna go to bed soon.
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| everything's wrong.. but it's alright. |
[18 Nov 2004|03:07pm] |
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I just finished reliving a little piece of what was easily one of the best experiences of my life. July 4th of this year. Tsunami rainfalls + better company than anyone could ask for + one amazing performance by a few hometown heroes. Watching the clip of the "Iris" performance I couldn't help but smile because it reminded me of how carefree I felt despite the terrential downpour. It made me think of when I was younger and how I use to play in the rain and I never had any worries.. any stress... I just had fun.
That brings me back to the people surrounding me. I didn't know them... have no idea who they were.. but they were some of the most beautiful people I have ever met in my life. People of all ages, all races, all genders. We looked out for one another, we talked, we shared in many laughs & stories, we sang, we braved the weather, we stuck it out. The theme of those few hours was "fuck it, we're in this together.. we're here until the end" as Johnny Rzeznik so pleasently stated it that night.
More nights like that and.. my life would be blissful. Instead I often find myself engulfed in drama, fashion, and shitty attitudes. Maybe I'm going to all the wrong concerts and hanging out with all the wrong people? I've made some mistakes in my life. But I'd like to think that for the most part I've been kind and I've treated people the way that I would want them to treat me.
Whatever happened to the days when you could go outside and play in the rain and nobody ever questioned you? The hell with your hair getting wet or your hot topic eyeliner tear drops running. GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY IN THE RAIN.
From now on I'm jumping in more puddles.
And if you are smart you'll realize that this entry really has nothing to do with playing in the rain or seeing the Goo Goo Dolls. On a side note: I can't wait to get the DVD next week.
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| there's an angel by your hospital bed... desperate to hear his name on your breathe |
[29 Oct 2004|06:24pm] |
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Some random thoughts brought about by a nice 3 hour nap:
-I really really like Copeland. They write such beautiful music. However, I kind of feel like I should have a love/hate relationship with them because they NEVER play here.. but I guess that's not their fault.. or maybe it is? Either way I could sit in my room for hours and listen to them. Creepy right? I need to see them again soon so I can be the only kid singing along and they can look at me weird.
-Either I sleep a lot or I don't sleep at all. There is no in between. No common ground. I need to balance things out one day.
-One of my suitemates just left to go on a date. I want to go on a date.
-I haven't eaten anything all day. I simply don't have an appetite plus I'm just lazy. Sometimes I think I have an eating disorder but then I look at myself and realize "hey self you aren't skinny by any means" .. on the opposite side of things some anonymous person on afterdarkevents.com called me fat today. And even though I'm sure that person has no idea who I am or they are in fact fatter then I am.. it still offended me. I let personal blows offend me a lot. I hate myself for that. I'm really insecure.
-I drink a lot. One day I will be in the Betty Ford Clinic. Somer too, at least I'll be in good company. It's good that we can admit that we have a problem.
-I decided that I have a lot of personality flaws and just flaws in general and maybe that's WHY some people don't like me (whyohwhy do I want everyone to like me.. but yet I don't give a fuck about many people?) and well.. why boys don't like me. I've been told I'm intimidating maybe that's some of the problem. I'm Jillie.. I'm an idiot. But I guess I don't carry myself like one? I like to think I'm a recluse. So really I should probably breakfast club it up for halloween.
-I had this really strange dream in one of my 2 drunken hour naps that occured this week. Basically, I was on tour. It wasn't clear as to which band I was working for.. I think it was like some super band of people I love because lots of people I love were there like the Race The Sun boys, Mark Rose, Mingus, Skully, Tom, Kyle Lewis, and Zach Davis. It's weird that three people I haven't seen in for-ever were in that mixture. But also Eric Tobin was there that's weirder. So was Ry Ry, Biggie, Smally, Punchy, Sparky, Joe, Joel, and Chris. So weird. Maybe it was some big festival? Because tons of kids I love were definitely there.. Somer, Jenny, Lindsey, Chrisy, Cassondra, Boardies, Tori (which is funny considering we haven't met yet), Alix, bunches of Buffalo kids and all these other folk. It was really weird. I just remember it being a lot of fun.. and this massive hotel party where twister, slipe n slide, and more did occur. ALSO.. Carrie and Melanie were there and we got in a super sketchy fight and I ended up in the hospital. And then I woke up.
-Somer just texted me and asked me if I wanted to go see "Saw" with her and Cody. Yeah, I have no money because I'm an alcoholic. Also, because I have no job. And this is why I never see anyone. Because unfortunately money makes the world go 'round although I'd like to think otherwise. Speaking of no money.. I want to go to Sweet Dude fest but I have no money so if sneaking in with Jenny B early doesn't work I'll sit at home again. Yes, sitting at home for the weekend. Yes!
-Wow, I'm being a negative nancy and feeling really horrible about things lately. Awesome.
I'm over this...
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I updated Overated. Basically, I just put up four album reviews because that's all I had to put up at the moment haha. I decided I DO need to take this more seriously because I do in fact enjoy it. We also need to recruit some more people maybe..
Oh, also I re-did the links page. Basically, took out a ton of bands just because.. added some more bands.. and also added a bunch of others including links to zines/photography websites. So umm.. check that out and let me know if you want me to add your website if it's not already there.
http://www.overatedmag.com/links/links.html
Okay, I think it's just about nap time.
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[29 Oct 2004|11:01am] |
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I went to bed around 12:30 last night which is WAY EARLY for me.. especially lately as I haven't been going to bed until 5 if at all.. haha. Anyways, I woke up and realized I was incrediably tired but I went to CIS anyways which was pointless because all she did was grade the homework that I didn't even do. So I surfed the web and then I left 15 minutes early and got a snack & drink at the union and then headed off to COM and as soon as I walked in the door about 5 students were walking out and they told me class was cancelled. I had this funny idea that it was/would be.. maybe she told us on monday that class was cancellled for friday haha. So anyways I was incrediably pumped about that.
Now I don't know what to do with myself all day. I'll probably crawl back into bed in a little while and sleep most of the day away. But it's not like I have much else to do considering everyone else is at school/work and I'm obviously not.
La La La...
I've decided that musically I really like What Truth Is.. but I don't really enjoy the vocals much. That was my main problem with TNT too. This is just from the recordings and the late night basement jam-out of course.. so I guess I won't pass my final judgement until I see them tomorrow. If I even go..
I'm over this. Peace Out!
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[27 Oct 2004|03:09pm] |
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My roomate is an unconsiderate idiot. Somer is sleeping in my bed and my roomate walks in talking on her cell phone.. clearly sees her sleeping on my bed and sits down at her computer desk and gabs away super duper loud on her phone. HEY ASSHOLE. MY BEST FRIEND IS SLEEPING. PIPE DOWN!
haha funny thing is.. it's not disturbing Somer as she is snoring. Oh Somer! haha.
We had big plans for today. Like making more cookies, going to this pumpkin place in clarence, going to the mall, and watching the punk rock halocaust dvd. We are awesome. I should probably take a nap soon if Somer is just going to sleep the day away.
I hope Somer's car isn't towed away or ticketed. Because we definitely parked in a TWO HOUR parking place behind the art gallery across from campus a good 6 hours ago haha.
I need something chalk full of caffenine.
Hey dumbass roomate thanks for cranking your ghetto ass music when Somer is sleeping. I hope she wakes up and fucking rips you a new one.
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[23 Oct 2004|10:18pm] |
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( a music survey? )
I'm not sure what I'm doing. I was under the impression Somer was going to call me as soon as she got out of work and we were going to drink at the house and then head down to Allentown.. but it's almost 10:30 now and still no phone call. Maybe she'll still call? If not I guess I look super cute for no reason and I'll just put on my PJ's, clean off this makeup, and call it a night. I could use some sleep.
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Local show went okay. I was pretty damn bored/tired the entire time though. The Rabies were really good. I like them a lot. Dan Organ told me that he saw me at La Luna last night and said hello to me several times and I didn't even acknowledge him. Also, Cassondra was there and neither of us knew it. Yep, I was really drunk. haha. I wish that I hadn't gotten so drunk because there were people there I would have liked to chat with.. but maybe I did? hahaha. I took a picture at 2:36AM.. it was outside somewhere. So I was outside at 2:36AM.. that's the only thing I know for sure. Must have been on the way to Roxy's. I should probably stop blacking out. One day something really bad is going to happen to me.
I've been rather obsessed lately with wanting to get my first tattoo. I'm ready, I've been ready. Hopefully I DO get a job sometime soon because that'll be the first thing I spend my money on.. wait no second. Also, I want to get my nose pierced. I need a horseshoe ring for my lip. This one is lame/old.
I'm going to go to bed soon. And then wake up and go to computer class. And then hopefully I will do some laundry and then hang out with my best friend.
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[21 Oct 2004|06:02pm] |
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I've been listening to Jimmy Eat World & Straylight Run for hours now. Both bands recent releases are absolutely phenominal.
Yesterday I applied to work at Torrid. I kind of don't expect to get a job offer. But we'll see. They have some really nice clothes in there and that's why my new goal in life is to eat a bunch of food and plump myself up so I can fit into them. Ridiculous right? That's me. Plus I like food. So it works out nicely.
Somer asked me why I didn't apply at Hot Topic. Good question. I guess I just didn't think she was actually serious when she drunkenly told me she would hire me a few weeks ago. Quite possibly the best part of either job would be the 40% discount at both stores.
Somer and I are hanging out tomorrow... perhaps even before it gets dark out. We toyed with the idea of going to Cleveland to see MCR. But knowing us we'll just sit around drinking with the kids. I don't know if I could handle two Cleveland trips in the same month anyways. Especially to the Agora.
Awe, Scott New Zealand just IMed me. I miss the New Zealanders. They make life better. Proven fact. So do Lindseycores, Jenny Bombs, and a few other people.
Okay, that's enough. I have to go get cleaned up and then head over to the union for some foodtimes and then 91.3fm WBNY Local Show & Glorified Rehersal. Brian and I are the only DJ's and I believe The Rabies are playing.
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[19 Oct 2004|05:50pm] |
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On Saturday November 13th... Catch 22 are playing at SUNY Brockport. I am there! Er well.. I want to go anyways! I miss those fuckers.
Friday Somer and I are hanging out. I wish we would be random and go see Straylight Run / Say Anything / Northstar / Hot Rod Circuit in Toronto or My Chemical Romance / Letter Kills / Story of the Year in Cleveland. Haha. Maybe? Noooo.
I need to go get some dinner & meet with my RA so I don't get written up for not going to my meeting with her last week. Pfffff. Retarded!
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[18 Oct 2004|06:02pm] |
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So I guess the Academy Is.. boys aren't hanging out. At least I'd assume so since I haven't heard anything. I'm sure they've already left for Cleveland. I can't blame them.. Cleveland Heights is much more fun to hang out in then Buffalo. Oh well I guess. I'm forced to do my paper now haha. At some point. I wish I was going to Cleveland to see them.
I wish I had a little bit more money because then I'd go see Hellogoodbye. But really I don't think I could sit through the rest of the bands.. so I'll just wait until they come back another time. And Melanie and I will dance dance dance and be creepy like Forrest. I miss Jesse, he was/is cool.
Today I came across new albums from: Jimmy Eat World, Riddlin' Kids, and Strung Out at WBNY so of course I took them. I burned them. I will review them and take them back by the end of the weak. JEW is incrediable. My trainee really liked the music I was playing today.. and apparently so did the union? That's because I am awesome. It's true.
Oh well.. in a few...I am going to Mighty Taco with Damon and Jenny B.. I guess? Procrastination is my favorite thing in all the world. Okay no.. but close. Buuut I am going to find out the inside scoop on when Tokyo Rose is coming back. Plus MIGHTY T! Although I don't exactly NEED to spend money there. Poop.
Time to pee and then go meet Jenny B @ the Library. Bye children.
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[17 Oct 2004|12:31pm] |
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daniel: jill, you rule
me: yeah...I know
daniel: we love you
me: really? because I love you guys
me: I was going to say "we love you" back and then I realized I was one person
daniel: hahaha
Yeah, so they should probably just take me on tour with them. Now.
I have homework. What is that? Armor For Sleep / Number One Fan / Academy Is / The Snake The Cross The Crown tonight. Tokyo Rose / Brandtson / The Beautiful Mistake tomorrow night.
I should probably write this essay now. Dammit.
<3
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| wake up think fast... three weeks have past |
[16 Oct 2004|11:26pm] |
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I'm going to punch my roomate in the face. Hi, I was listening to music and you walked into the room turned on your television and then your cd player and are now drowing out my music. What the fuck is the purpose in that? And why do you feel the need to listen to music and watch television at the same time? You are a fucking idiot. I'll be fucking glad when you are gone. By the way consider yourself lucky that I haven't thrown your bed in front of your shit yet because I'm super close to doing it. Here's to another wonderful music war. By the way just because you are from the city doesn't mean you are better then me or anyone else. Stop with the additude dumbass. Thanks. You will be gone soon. No worries.
With that said.. I'm trying to listen to The Academy Is. I'm excited to see them tomorrow. I really like their live show.. and I miss Adam. He's so naive and 16, I love it hahaha. I keep forgetting that Butt Toucher and Company are playing. Somer and I like to stalk them in elevators.. and pick on them for not partying. I'm also excited to see TSTCTC and NOF because Carrie and Melanie like them lots so they must be cool kids.. plus I like their jams. Oh, I'm excited to see Carrie & Melanie.. AND Lindseycore (hopefully she feels well enough to come out here) .. I hope someone has a nice hoodie and/or track jacket. I liked Academy Is stuff so maybe I will get one of theirs.
I decided that probably my favorite three bands to see live are: The Format, Plain White T's, and The Academy Is .. they should probably all just tour together already.
And hey.. what happened to those few days where I got all sorts of attention from boys? I liked that.. come back.
My night is wasted. I think I will go to bed soon so I can wake up and finish homework, laundry, and shower. The show tomorrow starts at like 5PM. Crazy fools.
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